WOW! What a day!!!!! I'm not speaking in a good way either : (
It went horribly, and that is putting it mildly.
I got there before the boss got there which I thought looked real good for me.
I knew I was in trouble the minute we got started, I could do no right in her eyes.
This is not rocket science here, it is cleaning cat boxes and an office area.
She has her way of cleaning and she wants it done that way which I had no problem with but she found a problem with EVERTHING I did. She had me running in circles in my mind, she had no patients for me at all. She laughed at me at one point.
After I completed the cleaning, she sat me down in a chair and asked if I was coming back tomorrow. I really think she was hoping I would quit. I told her that I did plan on coming back tomorrow, I can't just give up so quickly.
I can not tell you how SAD I feel!!!! I mean this is a simple cleaning job and it is perfect for me but to have such a lady as a boss I am afraid I will never make her happy no matter what the quality of my work will be.
I had such high hopes for me and this job it was to be a new beginning......
Please send prayers my way that the job takes a turn for the better.
P.S. - As the day is progressing my self esteem is really taking a hit. I have not felt this low about myself - maybe never...... It's hard for me to even move through the day without a thought to the JOB. I keep thinking how worthless I am if I can't even do a cleaning job. I mean I have cleaned for 30 years and I can't even get that right?????
All I can say is I will pray tonight that God guides me in the right direction on this matter.
Until Next Time - God Bless!!
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