This past week I have just been swinging back and forth with emotions.
My boss wanted me to take the receptionist job that was opening up at my work place, the work hours were from 11am till 3pm. (4 hours) I would assume at minimum wage. I passed on it. I work from 8am till 11am (3 hours) and I come home and take a nap, I couldn't imagine working another 4 hours - I would be dead. Now I know what you are thinking Dam she only works three hours how can she be so tired..... I have asked myself thin many times. Maybe it is all in my mind that I need a nap, maybe if I just gave the receptionist job a chance I would have been able to do it. But my day like a lot of yours doesn't stop after I get off work, I have to feed all the animals, make dinner, wash dishes ect. THEN I can settle down for the night and maybe watch a movie or read a book ect. If I had taken that job I'm sure I could have gotten all that was needed done in a day, but it just seemed overwhelming for me to think about taking it on. Now here is the mixed emotions part.... Now that they have filled the position, I feel terrible that I didn't take it. I could have really used the extra money!!!!! My husband's job is coming to an end and that is always stressful not knowing if he will find another one or not so if I were to have added hours to my job it would of helped ease the stress about that issue. Don't you just HATE it when you are not settled in a decision you made. Life is like that, so many decisions are made and you have to live with them, Some turn out good and some bad only time will tell.
Until Next Time - God Bless!!
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