Do you ever have a debate with yourself while you are at the grocery store about what to buy? That was me today, even before I got out of my car I was going back and forth with myself about not buying the chocolate chips for my oatmeal. I know the oatmeal is good for me (now that I have stopped using the milk and switched to either unsweetened almond milk or cashew milk). I think I only eat it because of the chocolate chips : ( I bought bananas and am going to try to add them to it and see if I will like that instead BUT I did also buy the chocolate chips! Yes, I have already had two big bowls of it! I obviously can not control myself with it so why do I buy it!! I just need to stop buying it and MAKE myself eat something else! Now I just have to talk myself in to doing that.
Did I mention that yesterday my husband had his arm around my waist and he said, now I am quoting "You are getting chunky again"! Yes, he did! It the truth but DAM! It made me so sad. I worked so hard to get thin and feel great and now it is all gone. I have lost the umph I need to get back in shape. It's funny how right after I eat something bad for me, I'm am always like "Yep I am getting back on track and am going to lose the weight" but than time passes and I get hungry and start looking for a snack : (
I have been actively looking for friends and family on facebook, It has been like doing genealogy. I have found a couple of really wonderful people I have missed. I really is so strange to see people you haven't seen in years and see that they have aged. I look at them and think gosh they got older.... not thinking I got older too. Anyway, like I said I am trying to use it as a weight loss tool.
Weighed in today at 3:00 in the afternoon at 151.2 pounds - Good God!!
Until Next Time - God Bless!!
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