Have you noticed how when you are depressed nothing makes you feel better than eating chocolate? I was just tossing down handfuls of them in hopes of getting a pick me up.... the only thing that you get from them is more discouraged thinking now you are gaining more weight that you don't want! You know the saying a moment on the lips a life time on the hips - Isn't that the truth!
Anyway, I weighed myself last night I am up to 132lbs., I'm not really sure what I had gotten down to maybe 120lbs. but I felt ALOT thinner back than and looked a whole hell of a lot better than I do now so I want to get back to that!
I also want to check my measurements to see where I am with that, I've noticed that since I have been gaining it is ALL going straight to my belly!
I have got to find the old me who was sassy and had energy again. This Donna is always tired and depressed - Be gone with her!!!!!
For breakfast I had two eggs with 5 slices of moringstar farms bacon and a water.
Lunch I had 2 sliced of regular white bread (I can't buy the 45 calorie whole wheat bread I usually get), buffalo chicken patty, a little mayo, a little ketchup and a few grapes.
For dinner I had fried rice, morningstar farm buffalo chicken patty, peas & applesauce.
I did cheat with some peanut butter (which I used to HATE but now I LOVE it) and some more chocolate morsals.
Then while watching Julia & Julie the movie I had another bowl of oatmeal with a few chocolate morsals tossed in. Yikes! I am out of control with eating!
Help!!!!!
On a good note, my husband got a call about a possible job! It is only a couple of days if he gets it so we will see but we are desperate for some money......
Until Next Time - God Bless!!
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