Is it Friday Yet?

Dam, this week has been long and it is only Tuesday! Yikes!
I honestly hate weeks like this one, Life is too short to waste even a minute of a day let alone a whole week just wishing for it to be over.... but that is how I feel about this week.
You know that saying "Everyone is working for the weekend", Isn't that a sad fact when you think about it. You waste the whole entire week of your life just to make some money to be able to pay your bills and hopefully get some fun time in during the weekend.
When I wasn't working I would waste the days too doing a lot of nothing, but now that I work I am really aware of time and how precious it is.
My grand daughter has started to say Da Da, which is just the cutest thing ever. I thank god that I am here to see her growing up. That is what life is all about! I know people who don't have children must find other things to make their life worth living but I could not imagine not having children. I really am aware of how quickly time flies by when you aren't paying attention. I guess when you get to my age bracket things like time becomes very clear.
It's just a fact that we all die and there are no do overs in life no matter how much we wish there were, so you HAVE to make this life the best you can!
I need to remind myself from time to time.....

Until Next Time - God Bless!!

One Of Those Days.....

Yea, It's one of those days where I feel like crying!
I wish I could win a million dollars and just get away for awhile from everything.
Today my boss was such a bitch to me it was terrible. I just hate when she talks to me like I am dirt and have no feelings. My husband says I am just too thin skinned, that the working world now a days is nasty at best and I am seeing what he means. I get it that my boss is under major stress with a number of things but I just don't get why she has to be mean to me when I haven't done anything to her ever! I have always felt that being nice gets you so much further in life than if you are a bitch. It's so hard for me to just let it roll off my back, it hurts me when she talks mean to me. Why be like that to your employees? I just don't get it.
Anyway, I am really thinking that a lot of my weight issues is because I am always so stressed at work. Now I know what you are probably saying how can there be stress when you clean cat boxes & an office - I know you would think that it a no brainer but every day there is issues. I am just that kind of person who doesn't handle stress very well at all. So needless to say I bought another box of weight watcher ice cream (that's been almost a box EVERY day this week!). My size small shirts are starting to get tight on me : (  I am really going to have to grab myself and pull myself together!!

Until Next Time - God Bless!!

What The Hell : (

Okay here I am this past weekend, my husband, daughter & I went down to Daytona Beach for a nice little get-a-way weekend. I don't look too bad right? Well here I am in a bathing suit!

What the HELL! I look terrible! My legs are like tree trunks. I tell you it really is best to take pictures along your weight loss journey it really gives you a better opinion of what you really look like. During this mini vacation the elevator at the hotel was really slow so we used the stairs, going up 5 flights of stairs countless times I thought for sure I would lose weight - Hell No! I gained : ( I am so bummed out about it, I am now up to 145lbs.!!!!! Dam! The completely sad part is I went and bought a box of the weight watcher ice cream bars and ate the whole box in almost one sitting. Now isn't that a kick in the pants...... Here I am depressed as hell about gaining weight but yet I go and eat more junk. I just can't stop my eating problem, I blame it on stress all the time but dam that excuse is growing old. I want my old body back!!