What The Hell : (

Okay here I am this past weekend, my husband, daughter & I went down to Daytona Beach for a nice little get-a-way weekend. I don't look too bad right? Well here I am in a bathing suit!

What the HELL! I look terrible! My legs are like tree trunks. I tell you it really is best to take pictures along your weight loss journey it really gives you a better opinion of what you really look like. During this mini vacation the elevator at the hotel was really slow so we used the stairs, going up 5 flights of stairs countless times I thought for sure I would lose weight - Hell No! I gained : ( I am so bummed out about it, I am now up to 145lbs.!!!!! Dam! The completely sad part is I went and bought a box of the weight watcher ice cream bars and ate the whole box in almost one sitting. Now isn't that a kick in the pants...... Here I am depressed as hell about gaining weight but yet I go and eat more junk. I just can't stop my eating problem, I blame it on stress all the time but dam that excuse is growing old. I want my old body back!!