I now see why so many people go to drive thru places for dinner! It's just too hard to do it all!
I have now worked two full weeks and I am still DEAD tired every single day when I come home from work! I mean DEAD tired, the kind were you are just hoping to be able to move let alone having to do the hundred other things you need to do before the night is over. I was hoping by now I would have adjusted to the work schedule and got used to it, but NO! I pray that I can get a handle on this and can become an actual functioning person after my work day is over other wise what is the point of all this? There is no time for anything fun after work and by the time the weekend rolls around all I want to do is sleep! Of course sleeping is out since I have to do all the things I have to do since I have not time for them during the week. It's a no win cycle for sure. I now know what they mean by stressful job how they can kill you! My boss has been better with me but I still am a wreak every day, that can't be good for me. I try and calm myself down during the day but it hasn't helped very much, I think all I keep saying is "Why the HELL did I take this on?"! Okay the money was nice this week but really what good is it if you are so dead you can't function? I pray I can get a handle on this and it becomes something I can live with because I have 22 more days till our Disney trip and I can't be this shot for that! I will be so upset with myself if I am to worn out to enjoy this once in a life time trip!
Until Next Time - God Bless!!
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