I sorry I have to complain today!
I give a 110% at my job every day, that's a fact. Now granted cleaning is not rocket science but I really try hard to make the place look great. I listen to everything my boss says to do and I do it. Today she was on my butt for not keeping up on changing the air fresheners! She made me feel like a total ass in front of the new girl (who is 16 yrs. old). I just feel like a deflated balloon, since I give so much of myself to the job and she still treats me like an asshole. I see why so many people don't give a shit at their jobs, Is it really worth it? I mean why go the extra mile to do your best when the bosses treat you like garbage. I love my job but honestly it is so hard to keep up your self esteem when some one degrades you like my boss does. The funny thing is my boss asked me to consider taking the veterinary assistant job that is available, HELLO if your not happy with the way I can't remember to change the air fresheners why would you want me to be in charge of the care of a recovering animal??????? My mother always told me to treat people the way you want to be treated, I really try and live by that rule. Hurting peoples feelings is just such a low thing to do. Now I'm not saying when you screw up you shouldn't get a talking to, but do it in a manner that is productive not shredding a persons self esteem. Maybe I take things to personally! I really should let this kind of thing roll off my back and not care so much I guess. As for the tech assistant job I was really thinking of trying it, but now I am really worried it will just be too much stress. I NEED the extra money for sure and really would hate turning a job down since honestly how many people want to hire a 52 year old who doesn't have very much past work history?????? I'll pray about it and see what happens.
Thanks for listening to my rant today, Mondays are really tough some weeks : (
Until Next Time - God Bless!!
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